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Letting Go  Learning the art of letting go is a tricky lesson. I used to believe that letting go meant failure. It meant I could not have what I wanted. I would hang on so tightly that I would choke the life out of whatever potential it may have had. Until I met you. The…

Stretch the capacity of the human heart…All too often we close our hearts to things that stretch us. That cause us to trust and give up control of a situation. I am convinced though that trust, and rest go hand in hand. In order to truly live we have to learn both- we cannot have…

A broken heart. Most fear it. All try to avoid it. But I-I have lived my life with a broken heart. When I love, it is wholly- fully- ardently. I give everything and hold nothing back. More often than not, I am left alone and broken. Discarded. But with each break, something happens. More love…

It takes healing to be able to look at yourself and be completely honest about who you have been. With healing you realize that in some situations you really WERE the asshole. In some situations, you were an ASKHOLE (not listening to others and being completely stubborn in your ways). You can clearly see where…

Fear. Bewilderment. Anger. Confusion. And then, even more fear. It is a whirlwind of emotions. When your world is turned upside down and you were just barely surviving to begin with. Here is where we find out who we really are, and what we really made of. Here is where we must decide if we’re…

bittersweet It’s for the best. That’s what they always say. How can that be when part of my heart is with you. I try to hold my head up. To convince myself, it will be ok. But my heart and my soul have a void. The memories. The hopes. The words… Just an echo. I…